What do I care?

Well, this post stems from experience in my favorite city on earth (Will reveal the name of that some time in the future).
There was this guy working with me as an intern, similar to 100 other interns who had landed in the city to work for free for this organization. Few of you, I think might know of what I am talking about. Anyhow, so he would keep asking me to come with him to his place or just step for drinks or something. I was really naive, fresh out of security blanket experiencing a whole new world.
I would laugh at his suggestion most of the time or put it off by saying, yeah, later for sure. He was good looking and funny/charming, but all that was going in my brain was "What would my other intern friends think of this?" (Yeah, I would then get embarrassed easily and I did hate being in the limelight). All I had to say to myself was " Screw the rest, I am just going to do what I feel like, so that I don't muse on this later and get it out of my system now".
That is what I had to do, get it out my system and feel good about it. But instead, I did not grab the opportunity when it presented itself. Till date ,I curse myself for being so stupid. I hope my bad luck in finding good men ends soon or at least an opportunity should present itself for me to consider (I have plenty right now (opportunity I meant) , but simply not worth my time)
Just once I ask, send the adorable horn-rimmed glasses wearing guy my way back again. If nothing, I would really be interested in learning to pronounce his name. Till date, its beyond me and Google did not help much.