I was pondering after one self review, what is the cause of all my problems? Its cliched and simple, its me simply saying 'I can't/ I don't know how'
So I set myself tasks to erdicate the cannot-dos in life:
1. I can talk bullshit without an MBA degree (well, atleast I can surely write BS, please read this blog for further reference (besides 9/11 post))
2. I can be diplomatic (I just need to stop growling and talk comprehensibly. Also, stop showing people the finger)
3. I have to stop talking numbers and speak in English (Stop talking in greek..numbers)
4. Stand beside my points (Give up on beer, no wonder you keep stumbling)
5. I can remember (Well, I remembered even if two days later to post this)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Saturday, September 11, 2010
In memory - 9/11
The day. The hour. The lives.
Ash all over. World was vulnerable. Innocent lives gone.
One man almost succeeded in destroying humanity, but forgot 'what a bitch spirit is..It can set right the wrong..Help find faith. It is the finger the man needed to see and was shown'
Hope the pain all though still burning, does not scorch the soul anymore.
Ash all over. World was vulnerable. Innocent lives gone.
One man almost succeeded in destroying humanity, but forgot 'what a bitch spirit is..It can set right the wrong..Help find faith. It is the finger the man needed to see and was shown'
Hope the pain all though still burning, does not scorch the soul anymore.
What do I care?
Well, this post stems from experience in my favorite city on earth (Will reveal the name of that some time in the future).
There was this guy working with me as an intern, similar to 100 other interns who had landed in the city to work for free for this organization. Few of you, I think might know of what I am talking about. Anyhow, so he would keep asking me to come with him to his place or just step for drinks or something. I was really naive, fresh out of security blanket experiencing a whole new world.
I would laugh at his suggestion most of the time or put it off by saying, yeah, later for sure. He was good looking and funny/charming, but all that was going in my brain was "What would my other intern friends think of this?" (Yeah, I would then get embarrassed easily and I did hate being in the limelight). All I had to say to myself was " Screw the rest, I am just going to do what I feel like, so that I don't muse on this later and get it out of my system now".
That is what I had to do, get it out my system and feel good about it. But instead, I did not grab the opportunity when it presented itself. Till date ,I curse myself for being so stupid. I hope my bad luck in finding good men ends soon or at least an opportunity should present itself for me to consider (I have plenty right now (opportunity I meant) , but simply not worth my time)
Just once I ask, send the adorable horn-rimmed glasses wearing guy my way back again. If nothing, I would really be interested in learning to pronounce his name. Till date, its beyond me and Google did not help much.
There was this guy working with me as an intern, similar to 100 other interns who had landed in the city to work for free for this organization. Few of you, I think might know of what I am talking about. Anyhow, so he would keep asking me to come with him to his place or just step for drinks or something. I was really naive, fresh out of security blanket experiencing a whole new world.
I would laugh at his suggestion most of the time or put it off by saying, yeah, later for sure. He was good looking and funny/charming, but all that was going in my brain was "What would my other intern friends think of this?" (Yeah, I would then get embarrassed easily and I did hate being in the limelight). All I had to say to myself was " Screw the rest, I am just going to do what I feel like, so that I don't muse on this later and get it out of my system now".
That is what I had to do, get it out my system and feel good about it. But instead, I did not grab the opportunity when it presented itself. Till date ,I curse myself for being so stupid. I hope my bad luck in finding good men ends soon or at least an opportunity should present itself for me to consider (I have plenty right now (opportunity I meant) , but simply not worth my time)
Just once I ask, send the adorable horn-rimmed glasses wearing guy my way back again. If nothing, I would really be interested in learning to pronounce his name. Till date, its beyond me and Google did not help much.
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